letter

Dear Jordan,

I know you probably hate me, and I can't really blame you. You were my best friend and knowing I lost you is a physical ache in my chest. I know it's just an excuse, but I was young and reckless, and I can admit, selfish. It was through carelessness that I hurt you, and through fear that I never apologized. I am still afraid to find out how you really feel. I don't know if you will believe me, but I love you, and I miss you, and I am so, so sorry.